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we hope your rules and wisdom choke you.
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[09 Feb 2003|10:22am] |
A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you
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[14 Jan 2003|07:00am] |
Summer time and the wind is blowing outside in lower Chelsea.
And I don't know what I'm doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, And I'm sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
That's when I knew, That I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I'm the one who's stupid,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes, And you don't mind,
you smile,
And say the world doesn't fit with you.
I don't believe you, You're so serene.
Careening through the universe, Your axis on a tilt, You're guiltless and free,
I hope you take a piece of me with you,
And there's things I would like to do that you don't believe in,
I would like to build something, Buy you'll never going see it happen,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've,
I've never been so alive,
And there's this burning, There is this burning ay ay ay.
Where's the soul. I want to know, New York City is evil.
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, We'll be friends again.
I'll get over you, you'll wonder, who I am.
And there's this burning, Just like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, alone, alive, alive, I've never been so alive, so alive
I go home to the coast. It starts to rain, I paddle out on the water alone,
Taste the salt and taste the pain. I'm not thinking of you again,
Summer dies and swells rise,
The sun goes down in my eyes,
See this rolling wave,
Darkly coming to take me home,
And I never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
new journal: susrev
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[15 Nov 2002|08:27am] |
noel: it would be nice if you acknowledged my existence once in a while. i'm sorry if i'm asking for too much from you [ a phone call or a quick email once in a while ].
i haven't written in here in a while. a lot has happened. my dad and me got into a huge fight which ended in him saying that he hates me and me saying that i've known that for years. that sent me right back into "self-destructive mode" and that's wear i seem to be stuck.
i hung out with corey and sarah after school on wednesday. actually felt some sort of emotional connection that i haven't felt in ages. i'm very thankful that sarah's in my life and i will not take her for granted. i needed her on wednesday and she was there for me. i needed her last night and she was there for me again. she's an amazing friend and i'm very thankful that i have someone like her in my life.
we're all hanging out again on sunday and i think we might go to the laundromat. i haven't washed clothes in ages and sarah wants to do them for me.
i called pier 1 back and they said that they're still reviewing applications. i seriously doubt i'll get a job there anyway.
things aren't going too well right now and sarah's the only one that seems to be there for me. i can't even get my best friend to return my phone calls.
strokes next friday. strokes next friday. strokes next friday.
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[25 Oct 2002|02:15pm] |
so tonight i'm going to st. pete. i get to see the hottest girl in the world [katy w]. i also get to see blood brothers.
this time i will not be leaving so early and i will not be weird and shy. katy and me are gonna do IT.
i have to go home and wash clothes. i have absolutely nothing to wear tonight. i hope katy remembers to meet me in front of that daddy kool place at 8. if not this night is going to suck big cock.
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[17 Oct 2002|08:15pm] |
 You Are A Juicy Kisser!Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them. You are the perfect kisser - with the right combo of lips and tongue. It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates! How Do *You* Kiss?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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[17 Oct 2002|07:21pm] |
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i hope that it brought a smile to your face
when you found out that it brought tears to my eyes when i sensed your disinterest
i'm going to sleep now. fuck you.
I think you lost what you loved in that mess of details.
They seemed so important at the time but now you can't even recall any of the names, faces, or lines.
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[15 Oct 2002|02:54pm] |
it really hurts when you find out that a friend talks bad about you. it hurts when a person tells you one thing and tells another the complete opposite. it hurts when you are so head over heels for someone and a person pretends to be all for it when in fact they aren't pleased with it at all. why lie? why don't you stop hiding behind things [people] and just come out and say what you really think to my face?
good question, eh?
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[12 Oct 2002|08:17am] |
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i made this radio station:
amourfacile contains music from Stan Getz, Miles Davis, Ella Fitzgerald, John Coltrane, Chet Baker, Thelonious Monk, Charlie Parker, Duke Ellington, Dizzy Gillespie, Louis Armstrong, Sarah Vaughan, Billie Holiday and more!
my radio station and i are in love. every time i try to type radio i type radiohead.
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